My Journey

Well where do I begin so this doesn't seem like you are reading a book but maybe just a chapter lol. Let's begin with where did my abilities come from? Did I somehow wake up one day and wanted to be a gifted light worker with many abilities that I am still understanding while they are ever evolving. The answer to that is NOOOO. I was gifted at birth and have always had my abilities for as long as I can remember. Most of my life my abilities were suppressed due to the fact that I grew up in a Catholic household and grew up in Catholic school. Now my parents were not the bible thumping type and were very open-minded and accepting of everyone. However they didn't understand or comprehend that I could see spirits, I knew things that I shouldn't and I believe that scared them in a way to where I might have been crazy. Now to put in some context my parents were older and I mean old school and I was born in the 70's.

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So to make a long childhood story short I was terrified of my mediumship and the ability to see and hear spirits in 3D with no guidance. I somehow knew at the age of 9 that I had the ability to shut it off, and I just did what I felt intuitively drawn to do. Now that didn't completely get rid of it because the energetic part of it stayed. Now as for my intuitive psychic abilities I just kept quiet and slunk into the shadows because I knew that I was different and most people, especially the kids at school were not very kind. 

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So what exactly makes me a relatable source to help others to heal because my goodness childhood trauma already..Well buckle up butter cup because it doesn't end there.

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Now through my adolescence I had a hard time making friends, delt with depression, got preganunt at a young age ( I am a proud mom of 3 and MaMaw of 6 granddaughters, not including my soul children I have adopted a long the way ), delt with physical and mental abuse from numerous narcissistic relationships that I seem to have had a neon sign above my head that said " Abuse me and use me" so this extended not just from romantic relationships but I also attracted a few negative friendships in my life. 

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Now fast forward.....It was about 10 years ago when I felt the universal pull back to tarot and divination, also my love for anything mystical, and the strange & unusual was bursting at the seams to be recognized and released from the internal prison I had placed it in just so I could fit in or feel normal. So with that being said I picked up my deck after 20 years and started to explore the inner workings of myself and my soul. Of course this didn't happen until my Twin Flame relationship or soul mate how ever you want to call it went to the shitter and it was the catalyst I needed to start working on healing me.

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I finally started understanding how unique and special I really was and this passion to help others through not just my gifts but all the experience of the fuckery my life journey was. I realized how much negativity I needed to heal and understood why I went through the things I did and decided I needed to be the hanged man for a while to look at all of this from a different perspective. My Spiritual Awakening had begun......Fast forward 10 years later, what was once a women who felt unworthy or deserving of better is now sitting here healing, helping others to heal, starting a business that she has always been passionate about and no matter how many times this business has started...took off...failed...I am still pushing forward with my dreams because I know there is a place for me here and someone somewhere needs my guidance and understanding. I can proudly say that I have accepted, embraced my gifts by learning and mastering. I am now a certified Life coach with many certifications in spiritual healing, alternative healing and working on a reiki certification among other areas of interest. You can see me on YouTube & TikTok and mind you I am a little rough around the edges compared to some readers but that's ok. 

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I always dreamed of having a metaphysical shop of my own one day but never imagined at the time I could do this online. There will be more items added as I go because I am basically starting this with my faith in the universe and love in my heart. I hope this little snippet may have inspired your own journey so I bid you a Blessed Be and hope to connect with you to help aide in raising the positive vibration of the earth.